EEP is over! I want more.

today is the end of the term, which means that the june holidays are here! Anyway, this week has been a very relaxed week for me so I thought that it made no difference. I loved my past 3 days! in these 3 days, my whole life was just revolved around music. Song composition in the morning to the afternoon, after that is choir practice. the song composition guy is so cool la. he can just listen to a song, then play the chord and melody on the keyboard straight away. come up with a new melody straight on the spot. to think that he has grade 0 on theory and piano, like wow. haha. he's just amazing. not bad. hmm.

Throughout the course, I learnt quite a bit of stuff. like how to not just listent o a song but more of analyzing it, where's the hook, what instruments are involved, and the proxidy of the lyrics and the melody. and also the process of a song being written to how it's up to the public. man, everything is done so quickly through computer. i wonder why some producer or song writer can still have perfect eyesight after staring at the computer for more than 10 hours without stop. well, i guess there's no such person, maybe? in these 3 days, i've written a few bars of melody in the group, not bad at all. hehe. i'm determined to continue writing so that nothing from this course goes to waste. hehe. i also learnt the typical structure of chinese ballads and after then that i realised that every song is so the same.

I'm so irritated by PW. our GPP is still rejected after 3 drafts. tomorrow still must go school and meet him to discuss our project, when i have to prepare the concert at like 12+. argh!! why must he spoil my day everytime? hmm.. I've been quite slack these few days, hasnt been meeting my study plan. so sad, feel so super shi bai. but why am i so lazy? i cant understand myself. i can just sit on the bed for hours stoning!! that's very bad. how? who can help me?? I want to stop stoning!!!!!!!!! I want to study!! I want to get rid of this shi bai feeling! I want to write beautiful melodies!! I want to play chords! Help!! I want to sing and perform well for the concert tomorrow!!!!! argh!!