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been full eleven days since i last updated my blog. today is my birthday!! haha.. woo~~

these few weeks has been fun and yea, with God's strength, i pulled through everything! CHoir has been fantastic, and we sang very very well for the choral presentation in esplanade. rioHC rox! on wed we had a simple handover cum farewell thing and everyone was crying! it was just so sad that the J2s have to go home and study, leaving u J1s with Ms Lim. Will we be the 2nd batch of pokemon or the pokemon legend just ends there? It's sure hard to keep the reputation up there, but no matter wat, we will do it. WE MUST DO IT, to quote what val said. hahaha..

everything has been just fine, like i had choir everyday last week, and the workshop with the american clinician is so fun. haha. she asked us to flirt, with what? a nonsense song? coconuts? haha. and she said we were very expressive! so funny. yeap, went through all the stress and everything for ELIJAH ROCK and that was our best song. i think my paragraphing is so unstructured but ai, who cares? not a GP essay or what. just that i Have too many things to write and this keyboard is just so not comfortable. haha..

yesterday night lots of people already sms-ed me happy birthdays but i come to realise that it is so ironic that those whom i was close with are the first ones to wish me. thanks guys! and i do appreciate it a lot for your effort to remember and wish me. but i guess that's life right? you can never expect anything from anyone. that's why, look up to God for everything. He will not disappoint you nor forsake you. Thanks God that i have God by my side. =P

going to have a bbq later and think i'm gonna have so much fun. haha.. and i'm going indo next week!! haha. well, i think i'm super hyper so before i type all the 'haha's out, i better run off! bye! take care guys! love you lots.. i'll be back tonight! haha.. cheers, agape

God! Help me! I'm in desperate need for Your strength! I'm just about to breakdown! this few weeks has been super super hectic for me. Siva rushing us to do everything for PW. can you imgaine? first draft of written report by next friday and my group has not even finished the survey and interviews! the worst thing is that everyone is super busy this weekend, so when can we find the time to meet up? argh!! and by this friday he wants to see our group project file. guess what? i only found two articles and the greatest thing is that the computer with printer got no internet! somehow it cant connect. like so sad.

Oh, and I also got choir everyday this week! monday was normal prac, tue is FDR for HC arts fest, wed is FDR for SYF presentation at esplanade, thu is workshop with american clinician at CCAB, sat is choir prac. you'll never know if there is prac on fri. and despite of hard work, we're still not up there yet. especially for elijah, every time the song starts, it doesnt start right. ARGH!!!!! and all the practices are really draining all our energy away. but we have no choice. we have to sing well this time in spite of the blaspheming ticket price of $3. it's ok, we must be a professional choir, shining for every performance we have. it's just taking up quite a lot of time and i have to miss quite a few lessons this week. argh! argH! so i cant get back my econs essay and bio block test paper, cos i'll be leaving early for wed and thur. argh! not that i mind, but argh! anyway, i still love choir. haha.

this thurs is my chem test for independent learning, kinetics and energetics and oh my, i havent even started studying. help me! argh! and i got lots of tutorial to catch up with! this week like got 5 biology tutorial lessons. =( argh! I'm like so stressed. i want time, time, time.

God, i just want to commit everything that i am doing in YOur hands, I give You all I am in exchange for all of You. Lord, I really long for Your presence, Your wisdom, Your power and strength. Oh God, I thank You for everything that has happened and is going to happen in my life. I'll continue to trust in You for You are my solid rock on whom i can depend.

Block test...

been so super long since i last blogged huh? hehe. gues i've been too busy about the block test. it's finally over! woo~! seriously, i felt that i've not done my best, as in i didn't do the paper properly, and i didn't study enough either. the whole block test was quite horrible, in the sense that I didn't complete one paper of each subject. and I just felt so terrible after the paper that one day I just broke down and cried. the first subject-GP wasn't very well done, I felt that AQ was lousy, chem was blegh. everything was just not good. my maths, which is the only hope I had, wasnt good either. as in my calculator batt went flat and i can literally hear the devil laughing at me, once again. scary right? i was sort of having a spiritual warfare during the paper, and I was like God, how come the batt went flat at this paper, what am I supposed to do? so i was praying till i felt His peace. then i went to press the calculator and it came back! praise God! but still, felt that i won't do well. so can you imagine how upset I was by the end of the week, well, more of depressed. and i just can't have that faith in Him, though i want to, but there's just this thought- you're going to fail. so sad right?

On friday, joined mummy's adult cell and pastor was sharing about living your life for Christ, how we get our prayers answered by praying for something in His name, that can glorify Him. i was so encouraged by the message i forced myself to have faith in Him, no matter what. i don't deny that i still have doubts but everytime i thought about the paper, i'll pray and proclaim that i'm putting it into His hands. so that weekend was quite ok for me, as in i felt the peace of God, and i believe that He'll open a door for me to glorify Him somehow. =P so yea.. hehe. was so happy that I turn back to hold on to Him.

the next thurs, I got my papers back. woo~ I did quite ok. haha. like my math, miraculously, got 75- just an A. not a mark less nor more. isn't God good? He just helps you in time. God will make a way, when there seems to be no way. and my chem got 71, which is a B- but i thought it was way more than what I expected already. also, got back P1 and P2 of my econs. got 40/50! waiting for the other 25 marks essay. isn't Gos just wonderful? I believe 100% that without Him, everything has been so impossible. everything will just fall apart. and seriously, He is the God who cares for all things, not only spiritual things, but more of character. and I just simply love His greatness.

Block test.

Block test is over!!! hahahaha... so happy! today's bio paper was a total killer. i really don't know how to do, but it's ok! I shall just rely on His strength for everything, for I know that everything is according to His plan and in everything that happens, I'll be able to bring glory to His name! Let Your will be done, that i can just bring glory to You.

now I'm getting back to my normal life, where i don't have to study ONLY! =P i'll just wait for my results to be out. =P