Tuesday, July 19, 2005

God! Help me! I'm in desperate need for Your strength! I'm just about to breakdown! this few weeks has been super super hectic for me. Siva rushing us to do everything for PW. can you imgaine? first draft of written report by next friday and my group has not even finished the survey and interviews! the worst thing is that everyone is super busy this weekend, so when can we find the time to meet up? argh!! and by this friday he wants to see our group project file. guess what? i only found two articles and the greatest thing is that the computer with printer got no internet! somehow it cant connect. like so sad.

Oh, and I also got choir everyday this week! monday was normal prac, tue is FDR for HC arts fest, wed is FDR for SYF presentation at esplanade, thu is workshop with american clinician at CCAB, sat is choir prac. you'll never know if there is prac on fri. and despite of hard work, we're still not up there yet. especially for elijah, every time the song starts, it doesnt start right. ARGH!!!!! and all the practices are really draining all our energy away. but we have no choice. we have to sing well this time in spite of the blaspheming ticket price of $3. it's ok, we must be a professional choir, shining for every performance we have. it's just taking up quite a lot of time and i have to miss quite a few lessons this week. argh! argH! so i cant get back my econs essay and bio block test paper, cos i'll be leaving early for wed and thur. argh! not that i mind, but argh! anyway, i still love choir. haha.

this thurs is my chem test for independent learning, kinetics and energetics and oh my, i havent even started studying. help me! argh! and i got lots of tutorial to catch up with! this week like got 5 biology tutorial lessons. =( argh! I'm like so stressed. i want time, time, time.

God, i just want to commit everything that i am doing in YOur hands, I give You all I am in exchange for all of You. Lord, I really long for Your presence, Your wisdom, Your power and strength. Oh God, I thank You for everything that has happened and is going to happen in my life. I'll continue to trust in You for You are my solid rock on whom i can depend.

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