Sunday, September 25, 2005

wasting some cash

ok, i just wasted a stash of money for being hospitalised for nothing. haha. it all happened on fri when i woke up with a very bad tummy ache. it's not the normal gastric or cramp kind. i couldnt even bend due to the pain, but well, i still had to go to school cos got chem spa. after chem spa i went to see the doctor.
cos the pain is at the left bottom of the abdomen, where the appendix is, i'm suspoected to have appendicitis. SUSPECTED. alright, so i went for blood test, urine test. then they were afraid that the pain will get worse so they decided to put me under observation in the hospital for a day. then after that i went for CT scan. drank two cups of dont know what liquid, and it tasting horrible. super bad, felt like puking when i drank it- i think it's some radioactive chemical? then got another injection. ;(
after the admission stuff into the ward is done, i went inside and in no time, the doctor came in with the CT scan results. it doesnt show that i got appendicitis, and i was like, oh, so what am i doing here? :( well, still under observation? cos they say some realy early stages of appendicitis cant be shown on CT scan. then they put me on drip on antibiotics. haha. it felt quite weird to have a very small pipe inserted to my hand. it was really nothing la.
oh oh, shao and linx came and i was so shocked! cos i didnt tell them my room number, but at least dora told me before hand. haha. thanks babes! love you guys loads. =P
well so yea, what an experience huh? to get hospialised for nothing. even the doctors say that they are just being too overly cautious. xiao ti da zuo. haha. one thing good is that i got nothing to do except to study there cos my mom went back home for cell group and my phone batt was almost flat. haha. so i just study!!
I still thank God that He has protected me thus far from all illnesses and pain for i knoe that by His stripes my pain is taken away. =P
Promos starting this fri! jia you!! shine for God and glorify Him. =P let His word and promise come to pass!!

Monday, September 05, 2005

haha.

haha. well, i really really love life. =P but well, i still cant deny the fact that promos is coming in 24 days!! and i barely started my revision! well oh well. actually i wanted to start on the friday of 27th, but was like making boonkiat's crown and cake, so i just ended up doing my tutorials and sleeping at 3! man.. then the next morning watch charlie again, for the third time with sally then went for lunch. after cell i was watching hilda play badminton with pastor. some people just dont LOOk like they can play but they can!! like hilda. haha. when she plays, she's still like tai-tai, ever so demure and gentle but no joke, she's quite good. hehe. then the next day got the boonkiat thing lo, and just do tutorials and SOME chem mcq. oh, i pon-ed school on tue and wed and it wasnt productive at all! on tue i went to buy my new phone lo, as some of you know that my phone died after struggling in the swimming pool. however, it is still found faithful to its master when it survived just for me to transfer my contacts to SIM card. Thank God! He always listens to my prayers, I simply love Him!! and He creates miracles that are unthinkable. haha. so it's true that His ways are higher than our ways and His thoughts are higher than our thoughts. =P
another day spent not studying when i went out with boonkiat to buy his shoe. why am I such a procrastinator? I can never find the self-discipline to study! who can help me but God? then on wed i basically just practised piano again and again cos i was so nervous abt piano exam.
on thursday we had bible study and since it's teachers' day, we sang the song 4L wrote for teachers' day 2003 tot he tune of dong jia by JJ but changed lyrics to pastor. haha. was very satisfied and proud of the class!! yay! that the song's still so meaningful!! haha. 4L rocks to the core man!! =P so glad that the people liked the song too. hahaha.
this is the day!! my piano exam! i was so nervous that i played some parts of each piece wrongly, i just dont know why, the parts which i never play wrongly was a bit wrong. but still, i'm trusting GOd for everything cos i believe that it can be another time where His grace can be shown upon me and that He can turn my weakness into strengths as long as I put my trust in Him. I always thank GOd for being there for me, giving me the support. i really dont know what i'll do without Him.
on friday night i went for the 3D2N cruise to nowhere. haha. so angry with myself. i'm supposed to go there to study cos i tot that there won't be anything going on, no activity so i can really get off all distractions and study on the deck. what did i end up doing? SINGING KARAOKE and EATING!!! i eat and eat and eat NON-STOP till i feel so so so so fat now. think i gained like 1 or 2 kg la! argh! i feel like puking when i see food, but once i eat, haha. i'll not stop. am i turning into some glutton or what? =(
argh!! study study i must study!! but will I? dont care. i MUST! God, can YOu give me the revelation and drive that i'm studying for YOu?? =P I wanna study! i shall punish myself terribly if i continue to be so slack! yes, i will!