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haha. well, i really really love life. =P but well, i still cant deny the fact that promos is coming in 24 days!! and i barely started my revision! well oh well. actually i wanted to start on the friday of 27th, but was like making boonkiat's crown and cake, so i just ended up doing my tutorials and sleeping at 3! man.. then the next morning watch charlie again, for the third time with sally then went for lunch. after cell i was watching hilda play badminton with pastor. some people just dont LOOk like they can play but they can!! like hilda. haha. when she plays, she's still like tai-tai, ever so demure and gentle but no joke, she's quite good. hehe. then the next day got the boonkiat thing lo, and just do tutorials and SOME chem mcq. oh, i pon-ed school on tue and wed and it wasnt productive at all! on tue i went to buy my new phone lo, as some of you know that my phone died after struggling in the swimming pool. however, it is still found faithful to its master when it survived just for me to transfer my contacts to SIM card. Thank God! He always listens to my prayers, I simply love Him!! and He creates miracles that are unthinkable. haha. so it's true that His ways are higher than our ways and His thoughts are higher than our thoughts. =P
another day spent not studying when i went out with boonkiat to buy his shoe. why am I such a procrastinator? I can never find the self-discipline to study! who can help me but God? then on wed i basically just practised piano again and again cos i was so nervous abt piano exam.
on thursday we had bible study and since it's teachers' day, we sang the song 4L wrote for teachers' day 2003 tot he tune of dong jia by JJ but changed lyrics to pastor. haha. was very satisfied and proud of the class!! yay! that the song's still so meaningful!! haha. 4L rocks to the core man!! =P so glad that the people liked the song too. hahaha.
this is the day!! my piano exam! i was so nervous that i played some parts of each piece wrongly, i just dont know why, the parts which i never play wrongly was a bit wrong. but still, i'm trusting GOd for everything cos i believe that it can be another time where His grace can be shown upon me and that He can turn my weakness into strengths as long as I put my trust in Him. I always thank GOd for being there for me, giving me the support. i really dont know what i'll do without Him.
on friday night i went for the 3D2N cruise to nowhere. haha. so angry with myself. i'm supposed to go there to study cos i tot that there won't be anything going on, no activity so i can really get off all distractions and study on the deck. what did i end up doing? SINGING KARAOKE and EATING!!! i eat and eat and eat NON-STOP till i feel so so so so fat now. think i gained like 1 or 2 kg la! argh! i feel like puking when i see food, but once i eat, haha. i'll not stop. am i turning into some glutton or what? =(
argh!! study study i must study!! but will I? dont care. i MUST! God, can YOu give me the revelation and drive that i'm studying for YOu?? =P I wanna study! i shall punish myself terribly if i continue to be so slack! yes, i will!