Finally.... passion once again..

phew, finally. a holiday. although it's only one day, I still thank God for it. at least i got one full day to get back the energy and motivation and oomph. here i go again. well, did practically nothing except for GPP and choir prac today. haha. and of cos to create this thing here. SYF is like 2 days away, and yet my throat is still not in its full strength. =( tried all means to get it back, pi pa gao, lime water, redoxon, etc. haha. today i went for choir prac- gan jue just not there. we're like cold-blooded animals! and we never seem to be able to sing well in front of people. NJ came and listened. we've never sang well in front of them anyways. so sad. looking forward to wed, when all our hard work will bring us the results. no matter what it is, i'm sure i can thank God for it cos it really doesnt matter wat we have- at least we've put in our best these months. well, all i know is that it helped me integrate into the choir much better. i miss my days in NJ choir man. not that i'm not enjoying myself here, but i miss all the people there. recently, everytime i see them, time seems to only allow us to say 'hi'. :(

Enough about all the choir stuff. haha. well, just now one of my frens cried! I was so touched by her. She really encouraged me by her passion for her friends and loved ones. and it really reminded me of myself last year. how i wish i can get back that gan-jue. something that really motivates you to live on and caring for one another. I don't care. I must get it back today!!

I am looking forward so so much to EMERGE!! it's really a time where i can emerge! haha. still got 1 months +. :( but i don't know if i can join the activities. ;( my family asking me to avail myself for holidays, about 1 week. but if i go after emerge, then no time to study for block test le. if i go before, my POS how??!! God, please give me the wisdom to sort out my time.

Anyway, it's getting quite late le. I don't often go online cos of the heavy workload. or otherwise, i actually prefer spending time in my room, reading magazines, books or Bible. haha. i got to take my dinner now.