Is it me?

Well, I got back 2 tests today. I got 32% for my econs essay test and 36% for my bio test. Super discouraged and demoralised. Am I really that stupid? Or I think I wasnt really prepared enough. And for the essay test, I went in with complete ignorance of the essay writing skills. hmm, is it possible for me to improve? God, I really need your strength and encouragement. I know people has been telling me that it'll be ok and everything but yet, I hate to admit that I am doubtful of my own ability. So I think I really need GOd's wisdom and strength ba. This fri I'll be having a chem test. I tell myself, I cannot not do well for this test. I believe that GOd's purpose for me right here is not to fail and do badly. but it's to shine for Him. I guess this will be a lesson for me- I've never scored such grades before- that no matter what happens, I should still turn back to Him and tap for His eternal source of strength. So i really really must Jia you for the upsoming block test la. Thanks to all your guys who've talkked to me and encouraged me. Especially to Zhenyi, thanks so so much yea? From yesterday, I've been bothering you when you're having a test. I didnt know. sorry. but thanks for all the advice, guidance, encouragement, everything! You're just simply a gem. :)