Thursday, June 09, 2005

EmerGez!! #2!!

Bila kubuka mataku If I open my eyes
dan lihat wajahMu And look at Your face
Kuterkagum I'm amazed

Bila kulihat hidupku If I look at my life
dan karya tangan-Mu and all that you've done
kutersanjung I'm in awe
kar'na semua yang baik For everything that is good
didalam hidupku In my life
itulah karyaMu is what Your hands have done
Kau b'ri k'sempatan yang baru You gave me a new chance

DAn kuingin mengenalMu Tuhan And I want to know you Lord
Lebih dalam dari s'mua yand kukenal Deeper than anything else that I know
Tiada kasih yang melebihi-Mu There's no love more than Yours
Ku ada untuk menjadi menyembahMu I exist to be Your worshipper

Beautiful song, isn't it? It just keep on ringing in my head. and also, "So I look to You, So I look to YOu. No one else will do, no one else will do (x2)"
Lord oh Lord, how can i ever express how much You mean to me? without You, I'll never be able to come that far. Lord oh Lord, how much I long for more of You, more of Your touch. So Lord, right now come oh Lord, and give me new visions and dreams, to do things for your Kingdom. Oh Lord, I love You. You're prince of peace, amazing, wonderful, merciful, holy, anointed, everlasting, patient, faithful, etc. Lord, how can I ever repay You with my life? You've done so much for me, that nothing I do can ever repay it, Lord. I'm coming back to the heart of worship.

Today has been another wonderful day. the conference rawks! more because of the presence of God so strongly felt there. We spent more than one hour each service justpaise and worshipping the Lord and at every service, the people will just kneel down, come before the Lord and cry out to Him and I believe that lives are changed, hearts are renewed, fire is rekindled and everything that there is, it helps you move on to the next level.

The morning session was about making room for God, how in a room there must be a bed, table, chair and lampstand. He moves only when he finds room in the place. Bed means a bed of faith, that without faith it is impossible to please God. Faith is a decision and it will not limit God. Similarly, God will not limit faith. Faith is the element that will attract Him. Table means a place of fellowship. That we must spend time fellowshipping, communing with Him. and not rush through the time but just let it flow. The Holy Spirit wants to come and give us a greater adventure, if only we can make room for Him. Chair- throne. God is enthroned! so we must come back to the heart worship, to have a heart of worship. Our mind might move quickly, but we have to pull it down to pulsate with oour heart and our heart click with GOd's heart and boom-we'll go to the next level, there'll be breakthroughs. lampstand means light. Our key to sustain revival is the Bible. It is a book which is lives on the Earth. No one can take out anything or add anything to the things inside. It is the sword that helps us overcome giants. At the service, I was so challenged to start to make room for God in my studies, quiet time, and everything that I do, so that everywhere I go, the power and presence will be with me. Till now, it is still the cry of my heart.

The night was another phenomenal one. It was a short sermon, about the tribes that judge Deborah sent invitation to, to kill the enemy. I'll always be Zebulun and Naphtali, who are willing to put down what they're doing to come, lay down everything before GOd, and finally they won!! Lord, it'll be so so sad if one day when we die, we're separated. really don't want that to happen. I think that the accummulative presence these 2 days have really impacted me and changed my life. I pledge that I'll become more on fire and never to dry up again. Lord, I simply want to wait and wait on You.

EXTRAordinary, way beyong the ordinary, EXTRAordinary. My God is...

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